Beach nights.

Today wasn’t a good day. It was a bad one, to say the least. There’s just so much going on, and with everything in my head, I wasn’t able to play with my student. Still, work is work, and I had a few hours with her. As I held her hand and stared into space…

Happy birthday, self.

I guess I should begin by thanking people, because it’s what people do. Thank you, everyone, for the kind wishes and continual support, from people who are true, the hypocrites, and everyone in-between. It’s been a tough year, but then again, every year is tough and it’s hard to measure which is tougher. There isn’t…

Untitled.

I haven’t updated in a while, I know. I’ve been writing little bits of poetry here and there, if you can call it that. Also, I suppose things were going rather well lately, and I didn’t feel that same need to pour my heart out into words, like I used to do. I can’t seem…

Smile.

It vexes me and it messes with my head, how people these days don’t bother to get to know one another anymore and how people are so quick to summarize others based on hearsay, social media or even a glance or two. People see what they want to see and they miss out on everything…

Here to stay.

My mind goes to dark places at times. Places where thoughts that belong down up rise above the surface just long enough to pull me down with them. Thoughts that get me down indefinitely. Thoughts that destroy me on the inside and make me want to tear everything apart on the outside. Thoughts that, I…