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I haven’t updated in a while, I know. I’ve been writing little bits of poetry here and there, if you can call it that. Also, I suppose things were going rather well lately, and I didn’t feel that same need to pour my heart out into words, like I used to do. I can’t seem…

Special.

My heart felt heavy as I watched the little children in the ‘normal’ school opposite from the one I work at (special school) dressed in their mini ‘cheong sams’ and traditional dress. They probably had a little celebration, with Chinese New Year being a few days away. Heavy, not because most if not all of…

Of cynics and tomorrows.

The meeting starts late tonight. A little later than usual. Funny though, in a room full of cynics, you’d have expected that most of these people would have seen it coming. The meetings are starting to become a routine. Tonight is 18’s turn to speak. She will stand at the podium and tell us about…

People are people.

I give up on people. I give up on trying to help a people that are so blinded by what they see that they do not realize that they’re trapped in a bubble of delusions. I give up thinking that things would and could change; that they could somehow see what I see, but no.…

The search begins.

He sits by the bar, eyes weary from the extended hours of his day. Sorry excuses for Friday night friends dance, laugh and skip around him. Shallow company, but all so happy, so entirely happy. Eventually he lets go. A little. Takes more frequent sips and occasionally, even a mouthful at one go. In a…

Not like you.

I have always wondered about the mysteries of the regular person. The people I walk by each day. People just living their lives, getting an education, a job, falling in love and well, growing. Communal living has always been a foreign concept to me. I do not particularly have difficulty working with people, although my…