I’m pretty sure
people would treat me nicer
if the rumors
were cleared up

I’m quite certain
most people have
a distorted impression
of me

and I know this
to be true because
there is not one second
that I have felt like myself

No, never. Not
in the presence of others
have I once felt
like it wasn’t an act

Maybe I too
hold the wrong ideas
About myself, maybe I
don’t quite know myself