sparks

As sparks fly.

People will try to hurt you with words- people who call themselves your friends will go around in circles, sometimes kicking you down, just so they can stay afloat. It’s called self-interest, and it usually transcends friendship and similar sentiments. There will be better people- people who stay by your side as the world starts…

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Closure

Goodbyes are something that some may take for granted. It is just a word, right? Two syllables that mean almost nothing. But one thing that I have regretted most the last 7 years is how I never got the chance to say that word to my best friend before she took her last breath, thousands…

Free Climbing

Happy Birthday, Me.

25 is when your brain “fully develops”, or at least that’s what science claims happens. I don’t feel the slightest bit mature. I spent approximately 21 hours of my birthday in my room – my sanctuary. A place I retreat to because I’m a lazy fuck, and could lie on my bed while I entertain…

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Learning, from teaching.

Things haven’t been going well this year, yet this is the happiest I have been in a long time. More than anything, I really love my job, because I sometimes hate my job, if that makes sense. I go to work with the weight of the world on my shoulders, and then I have these…

When Dying is the Only Way Out

I do feel like sometimes the world is closing in on me. I have moments when I would have crying fits that seem to never stop. There are times when it feels as though you’ve tried everything to be happy, but, you can’t. I’m broken inside. Just like many out there. I feel helpless, hopeless.…